Almost every Friday Jasmine has an appointment. Since her daddy has been home he has been taking her so that I can stay at the office and not use all my vacation time on appointments. Every Friday at around 4:00 I look at the time and feel guilty. Guilty that I am not there with her, to comfort her and keep her calm. It was our time. A nice long ride, Mommy daughter time! We talked about everything and she would really open to me. The doctor would update me on everything. Now I worry. Is my husband asking the right questions? Is he paying attention to her and her mood? She gets so stressed out every Friday... I feel like I am less of a mother letting him take her. Do you hear me LETTING HIM, haha! He is her father. Why am I really worried? She seems to be fine without me there, and then I think hmmm maybe I am a little jealous. Daddy is doing everything mommy used to. He gets the talks, the laughs and the tears. I realize I miss her and maybe giving up a little vacation time is a good thing! Its not a waste of vacation time, it is QUALITY time! It's MY time!!!
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